It seems as if I'll never get my urge to draw again. I know I want to be a graphic designer, but I can't think of anything to draw anymore. My imagination is disappearing, slowly. I remember I could think of an idea to draw and right away I was at it. I can never think of a single thing. And whenever I do draw something, I always have to look at it. This sucks.. how am I supposed to improve if I'm stuck in the mud? My skills haven't gotten any better and it seems all I can somewhat draw is my role playing dragon. I mean I can't even really do a full body drawing without the proportions being way off. I seem to draw the heads big and the bodies come out really narrow and skinny, and thats not how everyone is. I dunno what I'm gonna do.

Nothing to do around here. Talking to Roy.. hes pretty boring. I graduated yesterday.. I'm so happy. It was soo hot though. And we had to wear black gowns even. One of my best friends couldn't make it. That was a little upsetting. Her damn boss was being a bitch and wouldn't let her take off. But anyway, hopefully I'm going to the mall tomorrow and getting Wii Fit. I've been wanting that game forever now. If you haven't noticed I put two more drawings up. Nothing special, just something out of boredom put on scratch paper ¬¬

i swear that site is just, UGH! pisses the hell out of me! haven't been able to log on for the past 3 days now and my patience is quickly running out. who knows it could be my internet too. so fucking gay though i swear. anyways schools been controlling my life again. i have a test or quiz almost every day and that is just annoying. had a pop quiz today and i have a test tomorrow. being on block schedule really can suck sometimes. and friday, the day i can't go to school my english teacher decides to have a test. living over 20 min away from school i dunno how i'm gonna make that up. the stress is building!

well i just got of the shower and i always feel like a new person when i'm out. i added a ton of favorite and made collections since i found out what they were. it gave me the inspiration to start drawing more often so i can get better. i look back at older drawings and i'm just like "damn, i haven't gotten any better." i mean i have so many to choose from but so many that i dont want to put up on here. and the only way i'll get better is if i practice.

tomorrow i'm riding my horse cloud. lets hope i don't get bucked off again .

yeah look whos back? i just tried today getting on this web site and low and behold it works. my internet provider has been being homosexual the past 3 or 4 months and i wasnt able to access DA. it kept saying "unable to connect to server" it pissed me off! but now i'm happy again and i can add more drawings and such. so those of you that was wondering where i was and everything, theres your answer. bye now!